not much people take decision like him, moreover in this culture. The society decides, at the age of something you should get married, having children, etc, etch.. Sometimes I think I just live according to what the society set up, sometimes i think my life is not mine, i can't decide whatever i want, every decision i should think about this or that.
Knowing myself stuck in one place, even though the conservative opinion told me how lucky i am. Having a settled job.. But really I just feel that's not my place.. everyday just like routine, i become a robot and its make me feel like in the deep black hole.
i wanna enjoy my life, which until now I don't know exactly what I want.. i can't figure out what makes me happy. i jump from one point to another, i thought i'll find my happiness, but still seems still far from it. Now, i just don't want to get stuck at this point, hopefully i can figure out what i really want soon..
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